music

covers

savior complex 11/30/25

claire de lune 11/3/25 -- played ts by memory dont judge too hard on the weird spaces (i was trying to find the next notes 😭) but i haaaate the time signature i keep having to count out loud for the beginning

heartbeat, heartbreak 10/24/25 -- kind of bad and I messed up a lot but whatever. dont talk to me about the tempo change

moved along 10/26/24 -- this song is very hard to sing and very hard to play. little out of my range but whatever

looking out for you 3/8/2023 -- this is from 2023 so obviously not amazing but i love this song. dont judge guitar i still barely know how to play it is nawtt good

songs that are important to me

times to die by car seat headrest: very personal song to me because its the one i always play when i purge, kind of reminds me that like im not going to live forever and that im playing russian roulette every time i do it which i have a lot of big and complicated feelings about

moved along by wilt: this one i first heard when my sister was going through a breakup and played it in the car a lot. i didnt resonate with it then as much as i do with it now but now i feel sometimes like it describes my situation scarily

cooke by modern baseball: my favorite song ever, i come back to it every once in a while and fall in love with it again. the instrumental/vocals feel so raw to me. i just love it

blue light by mazzy star: there was a period of time in 2023 where i listened to this song every night for a few months before i went to sleep. 2023 was a weird year for me especially at that time so i think i associate the song with that period of my life

sure thing by miguel: this is my and my sister's song!!! she's in college now but i love her so much and i miss her every time i hear it. we used to listen to it with the windows down on like full volume at least once every day on the way to school

love me more by mitski: this is my favorite mitski song from my favorite mitski album. i was struggling really bad with depression when i got into this song and the lyrics put into words something id been feeling for most of my life

me and music

music has been a super big part of my life ever since i was really little. ive been dancing and playing piano since i was 3 so those have always been musical outlets -- im no prodigy in anything music-related but its always been something ive felt like i can really connect with. same thing with singing and playing guitar. ive been singing my whole life as well but i get really bad anxiety singing Fr in front of other people so i dont do that often. thats why the covers im putting on here are lowk a Step outside of the Comfort Zone ngl. now singing is just something i do in my free time whenever i need like a creative outlet or as like a form of self expression i guess? ive only been playing both guitar (both electric and acoustic) since late 2021. my electric is a black squire strat but i desperately want a telecaster. im definitely not very good and i still dont know how to work an amp but its a nice instrument that i can sing along to (i cant sing when playing piano. 2 many things happening)

i get my music taste partly from my family. my dad is really big on 80s alternative music and i get a lot of my oldies from him. im a super big fan of cake, rem, depeche mode, and the smiths. all of those i get from him! i get country music mostly from my mom. shes kind of into sentimental country stuff like cowboy take me away or i hope you dance or stealing cinderella or that one by kacey musgraves thats like Theres always been a rainbow hangin overrr ur head. i get a lot from my sister as well -- mostly just random songs she used to play in the car all the time. honestly im not sure i would have been as big of a fan of rap as i am without her. sure thing, everyday (asap rocky), and you broke my heart are our songs we looove to scream full volume windows down